Where Do You Draw The Line?
So as an adult there are certain things expected of me, both responsibility, as well as having the wisdom to deal with situations appropriately. Well of course these things come with time and experience, but burning yourself out because there is a lack of rush an excitement takes its toll, but with taking that toll, the boring and dull day to day becomes more aggravating and unbearable, but where do you stop and think what am I doing? Slowly killing one self with the destructive after effects of alcoholism, only to end the night in the bed of another?
Jesus it seems all so meaningless all of a sudden, where do you draw the line? I believe this alcoholism and addiction to the ideals of casual sex is corrupting both my generation and the youth to follow, I used to believe in the excitement of the chase and the catch, being seen as something worthy among friends and others, but now its meaningless with a self loathing catchy name as a man whore or player, it almost makes me feel hollow, have you ever thought about all those relationships that didn’t work and the “what if’s”?
It’s a deadly cycle of being interested in someone yet that interest failing as quickly as it came often leading me to realize that I’m not quite available as I was the night before, and then she’s gone leaving another road not taken, her leap of faith wasted, and another “what if”?
That responsibility and wisdom better come damn fast, because I’m not liking this self purgatory anymore.
Yours the irresponsible and unwise
Alexander Vince
Although I have to say I enjoy you telling the hones(over exagerated) truth about urself, I must say that you may be taking it too far;) Your firstly not that bad! Then ur being to negative! Your 20 and just full of energy that you like to use in drinking, fucking, smoking and being an arsehole, so what?? At least you know it haha
They say that you cannot be wise without being reckless; I guess you will be incredibly wise in a couple of years;)
xx
haha wow! The Little one speaks with wisdom beyond her age! haha but over exagerated? I haven’t said anything about our fling? 😛 If i was really trying to over exagerate then i would of included that, among other things 😉
Haha, you still underestimate me!!
very funny, but even if you did write about our ‘fling’, it would not contribute to crazy happenings in your life:)
luvs hehe
hahaha well i think our fling does, especially when we were interrupted…. hahah
hehhehhahaha
hilarious indeed;)
Actually maybe not in the near future, but one day it shall be written! 🙂 x
To me it would just be reading a fun, unexpected experience in Bali:P
Have fun in the mean time;)